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This Symphony of Nostalgia begins with the song “Everybody Changing” by Keane.
No one can defeat a time hole…So do I 

Have you ever asked yourself why you go to University for Master Degree Course [and absolutely around 20,000 Baht per a term]. The Answer maybe “A Degree” or “Just to refill my head with an education”… OK. There are choices to answer but if someone asks me, I will give 2 answers.

One: I just want to have a master Degree so I can apply for a lecture job in the university [A Natural, familiar and beloved university which doesn’t love me anymore.]

Two: I want to meet someone new, or in the other word …“Friends”

2 years in the coursework is so hard for everyone, especially we all know that there are easier way to get a master degree – pay more in the lower university. But 2 years have gone so quickly as if time has a wing to fly away. I don’t argue that 2 years in coursework pressures us to do many works and take an examination. But it’s more than a 2 years in busy.

2 years gives me friends and many experiences to remember.

I have friends and experiences that are valuable to remember. One day, it’s a day that an last attending class was over. I found myself stuck in a question “Is this the end of our 2 years attending class?” Yes, it was the same as a last day of High School and University, Bitter, Sweet, Happy, Sad, Funny and Boring. I mean a day with all friends in class is over.

Over is over.

 Many things to remember…I like a meeting in a canteen before going to class. I like the way my friend  do in the class. Although I feel sad for disappointment [Especially something about JC. and  B.Acc. Kids] but I think it’s worthy for note in to the retention. I will keep it all night all day to the next part of my life.

“You say you wander your own land….” A first verse from Keane...

I play this song from CD players repeatedly when the movie “Season Change” hit me and hypnotize my soul to found something that not real. I cannot say that what is the ‘unreal’ thing but its feeling can make me cry and smile in the same time. It make me penetrate to find something that I cannot figure out what it is and may not achieve in my whole life. Moreover, this is an unique feeling that come only for this situation and slide in to the deepest of my conscious.

Time has a power to me too much. Many things in my life past and not return but I only want it see, hear, touch and feel it again. It’s like a first 6 months after graduated from university, I see the Movie ‘Blue Gate Crossing’ a nostalgia film that impress me to death and stimulate me to be sad about the past that don’t return. If I was courage enough I won’t learn to end in 4 years but I will use as much time as I can to spend a precious time with my friends that money can’t buy.

What a pity me!, a past is always beautiful for me. When I was a freshy in University, I think about High School. When I was in a working life, I think about University. Now, we almost get MA. And I gonna think about the first day and a lively day of Master Degree Course. In addition to this feeling, I had ever think that I will spend everything in my life just to buy a Time Machine. But this is a fool’s dream that won’t be true.

I know that time can not be stopped and will rob everything from our day. A River have no return. Everything gonna change and this day may disappear in the black hole of truth.

I don’t know what actually this song means but I can touch its sadness and lonely emotion.

“So little time
Try to understand that I'm
trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
but everybody's changing and I don't feel the same”

Time carries on everything to here but time also carries it all away.
Remember the past and…
FUCK THE TIME